Broken heart, hurts..a lot.

I was not so me during the healing phase. I became moody, quite and ignorance person. I tried to pretend like nothing happened but I failed.

He kept sms me to ask how was I going. Have you eat?How's your day? and so on...

I didn't know the answer so I didn't reply any of his message. Why would he care anyway?

I was being cold-hearted.

He still sms me every night before he went to sleep but still, I didn't reply.

But on the fifth day, I replied one of his sms.

"Hi" "Hi. Kenapa tak reply? Bz ek?"

Yes. Busy to heal my broken heart!

One of his sms was "Janganlah tunggu lagi. Jumpa yang lebih baik teruskan..jangan tunggu lagi."

And my last reply was:

Tayar kereta aku memang dah lama menagih simpati untuk di tukar. Aku mula-mula rasa tak perlu lagi tetapi lepas dengar istighfar dari Abang Long, Abang & Ateh aku, aku rasa dah jatuh hukum wajib kena ganti.

So balik dari kerja semalam aku pun singgah satu kedai tayar ni. Agak-agak dah setuju utk tayar jenis Falken ZE912, aku pon suruh cina tue tukar. Tukar bahagian depan jek memandangkan tayar belakang masih lagi gagah perkasa.



Sambil pekerja cina tue dok tukar tayar, cina tue jadi rajin plak tolong polishkan side pintu yang bercalar. Okeh. Haritue aku langgar van. $^&$^%#%)**^&*%^&. Kereta aku dah bertambah comot. Benci.





Tunggu gaji bulan ni plak untuk hantar maintenance.

Haih..

Ni yang membuatkan aku tetiba nk pergi keja naek motor balik. Mcm dulu-dulu...

It was a warm night. He was at Ipoh while I was at my home. We still hooked with the SMS until one of his sms stunned me. I didn't remember the whole sms but part of it was:

"Do u want to be my cinta hati".

Erk.

"Are you seriuos?"

"Yelah. Kenapa pulak tak serius?.Nak ke tak?" he replied.

Er. Yes he is not so romantic person but can he just be romantic at least for that moment? haih

My answer? Of course YES...errrr..mm..

But the sky is not always bright. The birds are not always fly. On our 7 months together, we broke up.

And yes, it took more than you can imagine to heal the broken heart...