Being at almost 365 days as your wife but did not have any baby [yet] is not easy.
It's not easy to endure the feeling when you heard about your friend who just got married last month got pregnant. Lucky her.
It's not easy to smile back when your relatives who just got married and said to you 'Lepas ni kita lumba tau?'. Now he's daddy to be.
It's not easy when people thought that you're not-ready to be a mummy.
It's not easy hubby.
I'm lucky to have you as my hubby.
For being with me when I'm down.
For lending me your shoulder to cry.
For my reason to smile.
I'm lucky to have you by my side.
Sometimes, it hurts a little bit but I do believe Allah has a plan for us. A better plan that Allah knows better what suit us at this time, right hubby?
Don't you worry about me hubby. I'm not tired to answer to them: 'Belum ada lagi rezeki yang satu tu, tolonglah doakan dapat cepat-cepat ya.' . I'm doing great saying that. Heh
You know what hubby, how I wish we already have our little one at this time.
It's not easy to be me but I'll keep going.
Love you hubby!