:: uPdet ::

wohoo...bersawang dh blog aku nieh.as i said before kalo rajin,aku updet lh..kalo malas jgn harap...well.. last month was fulled with s.a.d.n.e.s.s happiness.ive got so many interviews..ade tue sampai 3 hari berturut2. 1st, kat melaka pastue terus gerak2 khas g bangi.menompang kaseh kat umah gemox2 sbb ade interbiu kat cyberjaya.da next day g plak intebiu kt vsource ngan aini. yg kt kl nie dpt tp ma plak tak bgi.huhu. oo.. my besdei was on 28th February. so please jotdown yer *smbil jeling kat org tue*.tak dpt besdei pezen pon.huhu.sedey2.but i received a phone called from a 'far-far' away person.hehe.but anyway, thank you for all da wishes.yesterday ive had another interview at kausar corporation. company tue sgt best....huhu.interview session dia plak dah rase cam rancangan the apprentice.memule kene jwp case study yg sumenye totally on business.then ade short interview. if i make it to da 2nd round, i need to make a presentation. currently, dis company ade job kat peru and morocco.. so dieorg kate lh.. i repeat, dieorg kate if terpilih, dierog nk anta p sane...hheheh.. i think dat all for now.. nice day ahead ppl..daaa

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hating you
Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
It's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

i am...
huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt. huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.

embun di pagi buta

menebarkan bau basah

detik demi detik ku hitung

inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia

berikanlah aku hidup

takkan ku sakiti dia

hukum aku bila terjadi
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai

aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta

aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta

tirakatku hanya untuk engkau

tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta

sampai ku menutup matacintaku sampai ku menutup mata

everdearest, Happy Birthday....

B.O.S.A.N dah?

erk...T_T

:: kusam hari-hari ::

em..lamenye tak updet blog..biaselh..malas.huhu.time rajin, hari2 kalo bleh nk updet..time malas, sbulan skali pon blom tentu...well hr nie dh 07.Feb.07...owh..my brother is getting marrried on 29.April nie.. so to my frens who reading dis **ade ke?** all of u are most welcome utk memeriahkn suasana..da more, da merrier..nak antar kad kt korang, kad pon tak nmpak2 lg rupe dia camne...huhu..cam tak caye plak abg aku nk kawen..walopon so many 'things' happened, but we all believe, mesti ade hikmah disebaliknye...went to PTD exam last saturday...just have faith on it.hehe.my 1st exam kantoi sbb tak prepare ape pon..ala yg nie pon tak prepare ape gak.last minute bru terhegeh2 nk bace buku.so, im using da 'KMKK' technique...*Kemahiran Menembak Secara Kreatif dan Kritis*..hehe.my adek lh yg ajar nie mse kt skolah dulu..mmm..preparation for da wedding dah pon dimulakan...mum dah sebok jahit langsir..pergi beli kain kat tangkak jek dah bape kali smpai cina kat kedai tue dah leh kenal..huhu..belive me,slagi tak berlangsung majlis tue, slagi tuelh ade jerk bende yg tak cukup..last time pegi, beli baju utk hari langsung... theme colour 'chocolate gold'..whose idea?me!!... muahehehe.. saje tak nak kaler2 meriah..*evil laugh*..theme colour utk majlis kt umah plak orange...chehh.. dats my choice lh utk my majlis yg tah bille nnti..ahaqks..btw, actually bleh jerk kalo nk langsung skali ngan my bro.muaheheh..everybody dh bagi greenlight..cheh..apolh..keje pon tak lgik tau.huhu...sabar lh dulu..since im da youngest kn, takkanlh nk labgsung skali ngan abg..tak glamer you...hehe *alasan*...will updet L8er..bubye..

"sOmeTimEs TheRe aRe mOmEntS in LiFe
wHeN yOu miSs sOmeOnE sO mUcH
tHaT yOu jUsT wAnT tO PiCk tHeM FrOm yOuR DrEaMs
AnD hUgS tHeM fOr rEaL"

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Serupa dengan mu
Tak sanggup ku berpisah
Dan perhati patah, hidup gelisah

Alangkah pedih rasa hati
Selama kau pergi
Tinggalkan sendirian
Tiada berteman dalam kesepian

Dunia terang menjadi gelita
Cahaya indah tiada bergema
Keluhan hatiku membawa derita
Kini kau jua tak kunjung jelma

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Mungkinkah di syurga
Untuk kawan berduka
Menangis bersama, selama-lamanya

dimanakan ku carik ganti? T_T

hePPy burstday ANGAH!

may d happiness be with u always & forever

hugs & kisses,

ooxx aNoi xxoo

:: entry yg pnjg giller ::

jumaat

yey.ma ngan abah balik mlm nie.so hr nie kat umah agak bz lh jugak preparing for esok punye kenduri.the flight will be arrived at 8.30 pm.but abah called said that the flight did not arrive yet so maybe delay around 2-3 hours.huhu.lmbtnyeh...so we must wait for da latest arrival time.and finally ateh called said that kol 3.30 pg bru flight sampai.adehs.setelah bersuka ria minum petang,kami (ngan my bro) bergerak2 khas ke klia sbb nk jemput angah yg balik dr china.angah dah smpai kol 7.30 but dat time kiteorg seremban pon tak sampai lgik.hikhik.kat klianye highway brulh terhegeh2 nk pecut.naseb angah tak bising.sorry ngah.dh amik angah,terus shoot g umah ateh.smapi umah,makan2 pehtu berebut souvenier dr china ngan ateh.ahahahah.mekaceh ngah.nnti beli lagik ek ek.hehe.pastu kiteorg tdo dulu sbb kol2 pg nk kene bgun amik ibubape...yey!! oopp..suppose tomorrow ade interview.but since bibik had burnt my pant *sobsobsob* so i dont have any suit to wear tomorrow.huhu.yes, i didnt bring any extra pant plus i also didnt bring any of my baju kurung.pitty me.

sabTu

jam loceng kol 2 pg tp kol 2.30 bru terkulat2 nk carik tudung lh apelh.on da way nk g klia, abah dh called kate yg diaorg dh smpai and tunngu nk collect luggage jek.ek??jgn kuar lgi bah!!...heheh...smpai jek kt sane,mmg dh crowded.kiteorg turun dulu sementara abg & angah carik parking. masuk kat lobi, nyelit2 kt org ramai tue..x sampai 5 minit.. eh.. terus nmpak ma ngan abah.. jerit2 pnggil.seb baek org len tak heran.hhehe.excited beb.rindu giller.terus lari2 kt dierog.hugs hugs hugs.then balik umah ateh..smbung tdow....kol 11 pg kiteorg bersiap plak nk balik melaka.hurm..sure gh bz kt umah sbb nk wat knduri doa selamat skali.smapi kol 1.30..umah mmg meriah suasana ngan sedare mare, spupu spapat,makcik pakcik.sume nk smbut ma ngan abah...petang tue bile dh aman tenteram, brulh aktiviti kombah beg dimulakan.hehe.for da kids,abah belikan toys..for menantu2 dia,cincing ape tah..for anak2 dia dpt jubah sorang sepasang.thanks ma & abh...mlmnye,sesi gusip2 bersame adek bradek.hehe.

ahad

ala...angah ngan ateh dh kene balik hr ni.sgt tak best.bru jerk jumpe.seb baek along tak leh balik lg sbb jmbatan nk ke mersing runtuh.yesyesyes.means, sminggu lh lg along kt umah nie.leh maen ngan maisarah lgik. leh bu li main gak ngan kekanak empat org nieh.so rasernye one whole week nie, my house will be full of laughter..anyone want to join?hehe

: balik kg oooooOOoOO hati girang ::

yey.im in my room rite now.penat tp best sbb dpt balik umah.lame giller dh raser tinggalkan umah walopon sbnarnye baru 2 minggu tp still bleh consider lame lh kn kn.wakeup early in the morning.help ateh to prepare lunch for my broinlaw.he was admitted yesterday.doctor suspect batu karang kat buah pinggang.walopon dihospital itu boley order ape saje yg nk dmakan,but he still wanted a home made nye food.so since yesterday, kami jadik food delivery.hehe.after lunch, we went to shop ayong nye barang skolah lagi.i bought a new headphone too.ngehngehngeh.lepas abes xtiviti membuang duet,terus naek bus balik cni.dalm bus tue sgtlh sejuk ya ampun.maybe sbb ujan kot. oh.. i met dis nice chinese guy. a singaporean police. hesat beside.peramah giller.lame gak lh borak ...smpai tertdo tdo.hehe.hurm..pakcik driver bus sgtlh berhemah tinggi dan berhati2 semasa membawa busnya.supposed kol 5.30 dh leh smpai. nie kol 6.15 bru jumpa tol.adehs..pastu kene lak tunggu lg satu bus loncat2 utk smpai umah.smapi umah dekal pukul 7 lebey.seb baek cuaca gerimis mengundang jek, so bley aa jln kaki sementara tunggu my kazen dtg amik.mlm nie akan tdo sensorg..esok along baru balik...tulat pulak ibubapa dh balik...yey!! **lompat bintang 10 kali.hehe**.bYe for now.

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:: weekend yg penat sikit ::

adehs.hr nie jln lagik.anor plak nk carik sandal.nearest place, jusco maluri.pusing2 carik sandal.seb baek jumpe gak yg berkenan kat hati dia.smalam dh carik kt 1 utama tp takde size.hehe.sian dia.mkn2 kat resipi rahsia pastue terus balik.saye telah membeli seekor kucing yg berwarna biru untuk digantung di henpon saye dan juge sekeping kad besdei.esok... 8hb.....mm...ade apa dengan 8hb??

:: weekend yg penat ::

aa..so tired..just came back from jalan2 carik mainan.hehe.ayong wanted to buy an educational labtop, so we went to toy'r'us@one utama. but sadly, the labtop was not suitable for her.a remote control car?sorry too...hehe.pitty ayong.as for replacement, ayong bought her shool's needed eventhough skolah dh lame bukak...senyum sampai ke tinge dis kid..i didnt buy anything.ateh also didnt buy anything.my bro-in-law?yes..he spent almost 300 bucks just for two tshirts & two slacks...huhuhuhuhu...taulh bru dpt gaji..but thankU sbb blnje kami mkn ayam yg sgt banyak....heheh..*chicken dance*.dats all for now.nite2.

:: LalLlALlaLA ::

yey.finally dis lektop can be used for wifi.walopon kadang2 asek dc jek.tapi takpelh. at least leh gak menghilangkn bosan walopon sekejap . hr nie, as usual tak buat pape gak.lalallalalallalalallalalla.bosan kn idop aku nieh.bgun tdo.tgk tv.mkn.tdo balik.tgk tv lagi.hr nie mkn byk giler.lunch td lauk smbal udang,my peberet.hehe.tea time td plak pisang goreng cicah smbal kicap..perghh... pastu ala2 nk maghrib td, ank buah aku nk order pizza plak.pizza+deli wings+mushroom soup.huhuh kompom berat aku naik lg 2 kilo..ampehs.will updet l8er.taTa.

:: b.O.R.e.D ::

emm..im bored.totally bored.huhu.since balik cni, langsung xde xtvt menarik.yadayada.rakan taulan workinglh.and im not.yups, since bulan 5 hr tue.hoh.lame nye aku tanam anggur.huhuh.at 1st mmglh excited nk trus keje but then akak2 aku kate nntilh dulu..duk umah lh dulu temankn ibubape.oklh...dukllh umah dulu kekonon for 1-2 months jek..tp dh rezeki parents dpt g hj taun nie. so terpakselh tunggu lg.and skang dh dekat bape bulan dok umah..huwaaaa.....totally 'on-job-training' ngan ma mase kt umah tue.hehe.but its worth it.dpt manja2 lebey sket.ngehngehngeh.but rite now,bosanbosanbosan.looking forward dis weekend to meet kaydotte.cant wait to berpoya2 wit u.walopon lately nie asek dpt kuar bersame2 but still i want to hang out wit u more and more.miss nk mkn kt cone fusion walopon mee keping tak sedap.miss nk pusing2 tasik smbil skodeng2.hehe.miss nk masuk umah yg best giller tue.and of coz i miss to gossip2 wit u.*evil smile*.so dis weekend hopefully dpt berasta bersamemu.hehe.aaa..plan esok yg konon2 nk naik genting pon terpakse dibatalkn.huwahuwa.bosanlh dan gemuklh lg nmpaknye...huhu

counting:: 9 days to go.

:: W.E.L.C.O.M.E. 2007 ::

HEPPY NEW YEAR!!...and Selamat Hari Raye Qurban too..yadayada..suddenly i feel like want to start my blogging again.hemohemo.gelakkan diri sendri sbb be4 dis ade gak blog tapi malas nk updet.hurm.celebrated hari raye haji at mersing wit along's family and along dh selamat give a birth.a very cute+adorable+geram nk picit pipi little girl. her name: nurin maisarah binti jamlus.will updet her pict l8er...sedey gak raye kali nie since abah & ma sdg menunaikn ibadat hj skang nie.but they will coming back next week...yeayeayeayea.esok akan kembali smule ke kL.huhu.since ibubape g hj nie, my life dh jadik cam org nomad.kejap kat sane, kejap kat cni.kejap g utara,kejap kene turun selatan. dats all for now..i need a LOoNNggGgG SlEEEp..BYE ALL AND AGAIN, HEPPY NEW YEAR...chop, for my azam taun baru.. x pk lg.haha.