...tuhan
maafkan diri ini
yang tak pernah bisa
menjauh dari angan tentangnya
namun apalah daya ini
bila ternyata sesungguhnya
aku terlalu cinta dia....

:: my 1st car ::

alhamdulliah..after two weeks waiting,finally! ive got MYvi...yeah yeah yeah...*lompat bintang 18 kali* sgt2 excited...biaselh..sbb benda baru kot .. sbb tue feeling dia laen sket.. dealer tue htr ke opis which was very2 good service coz tak payah ler kene bersusah payah gie kedai dia..WHITe, itulh kaler warna pilihan ku...hehe..bukan ape, 1st time tgk myvi in white colour, terus set dlm mind kalo dh keje, dh bleh nk amik kete, i want dat white myvi..so kirenye one of my dream has become true...*flattered* pas dpt kete gie mkn McD.ala2 celebratelh lh konon...pastue baru balik umah.. abah tak mo test drive lgik..tak tau lh nape..tak biase lg kot..ma jek yg dh naik skali..nntilh tunggu weekend nie..since there will be A LOT of weeding so rasernye im gonna be da driver.huhu.itu pon kalo abah tak mo bwk lh.my plat number start with MBL.. M-Masuk B-Bersamamu L-Lepasnie.huhu...mau pegi lunch..daaa

:: cLoudy tueSday ::

yadaya.tetibe dtg plak mood nk updet blog nie.padehal waktu rehat dah abes.haha.takpe.dh tak banyak lg keje yg nk kene abeskan.ape nk tules ek...hurmm...my laptop dah bertukar.laptop yg before nie best tp berat sket.so dgn selambanye mintak tukar kat bos. seb baek bos memahami.toche doc!hehe.yg barunye nie..oklh jugak..ade internal webcam.so bleh aa aku berwebcam2.chehh...mcm jauh beribu batu jek.eh.tp btol ape jauh.kan kan? hehe.. gambo kawen abg aku tak cuci lgik.cable kamera tak dpt lg.x leh nk upload gamba.huhu.lagi ape ek...ha..kereta tak dpt lgi.apo lh delaer nie kate nk bg dis week..takpe still have 4 days left.kalo tak dpt gak..siap aa..cakap kat Mdm.Lee..ngehhhhhh....last week demam terok.sampai kene MC satu hari.tp dah MC pon otak still weng weng...x leh nk wat keje ape pon..seb baek takde pape mase bwk motor gie keje...lame lh jugak mengalami fasa weng tue.3 hari kot.jarang kene camni.last yg igt mase Form 5. leh selubung dalam dorm mase prep.skali cik kerun (warden blok) dok ronda dorm dah nak ngamok dh tgk ade org tdo.tp bile dia raser badan yg dah panas mcm api nie..dia soh berehat...hehe.best2.ok nk stat keje.keje keje keje.

::

lamenye tak updet..byk sgt bende nk kene buat lately nie..kat tmpt keje then my bro plak kawen.huhu.but nape aku masih gemok camnie ek?? adehsss...ok..cite pasal keje dulu...hurm...oklh...takde lg part2 yg pening2kan kepala..just saket bontot belakang sbb hari2 kene naik motor...*tapi tak lame jek lagi.heheh*.keje pon ok.bos pon ok.gaji pon dh abes dpt. ok cite kawen plak..

:: jumaat 27 April 2007 ::
alhamdulillah...semuanya berjalan dengan lancar... acara nikah yg sepatutnya nk dibuat pada sabtu pagi terpakse di awalkan sbb along ade pekse.huhu..so hari jumaat tue mmg bz yg amat lh...abg aku nie since dia sorg jek anak lelaki, bleh dikatekan sume bend,akak2 aku ngan ibubapa yg uruskan.. adeke dia bleh tak gie sewa skali alas dulang hantaran..yenade betullh...so ptg tue aku,abg,ateh ngan abg ipar gie lh merayau2 nk g mencarik alas dulang nie.. mase abg ngan ateh g masok kedai bunge tue.abg ipor aku ajak gie masok kedai letrik.nak belikan pezen kawen...aku saje jek soh abg ipor aku beli washing machine, tak sangka plak dia bebtul nk beli.hahaha.utglh ko abg... pastue aku ajak abg ipor aku temankn g bank sebab nk kuarkn duet mak aku.. tak brani nk g sensorang sbb takut kene copet..huhuhu...alas dulang tak de plak dah kat kedai tue..so kiteorg gie kedai laen..seb baek ade...on the way balik, aku ajak singgah kedai spek sbb nk beli contact lens... abes sume org pon nk beli gak kekonon nk bergaya..haha.dlm family aku, mostly sume pakai spek..so bile hri majlis nie nanti sume2 nie nk dressing abes abesan aa..heh.ape2 aje lh...
sampai umah dh kelam kabut bersiap sbb nak pegi umah pihak pompuan utk nikah... umah dia nie..jauh tak jauh jugak lh tapi bak kate anak buah aku... "jauh nak mampos lh mak na umah makcik nie.. " haha...bijak2 anak buah aku nie berkata2.. sampai dekat pukul 9.00 malam..dah ler malam, hujan plak tue..huhuhu..seb baek tok imam sampai tak lame lepas tue...tapi mmg menguji kesabaran betullh sbb mase tue lh tok imam nie nak isik borang..ya ampunnnnnnnnnnnnnn....pukul brape nk nikah niee??? itu satu citer lh, yg khutbah kawen plak, tok imam amik yg panjang skali..huwaaa...cepatlh nikah...last2 dekat pukul 10.30 mlm barulh abg aku selamat dinikahkan..alhamdulillah......dah nikah, amik2 gamba kiteorg pon turun mkn..perut mmg dah berkeroncong utk ana..tp bile tgk lauk, terus putus selera.. *tak nak gtau nape**... last2 on the way kiterog singgah beli burger.. sampai umah dekat pukul 2.00 pagi....terus tidow....




:: sabtu 28 april 2007 ::
hari nie lg lh bizinye...dengan abg aku bru nk pakai inai.. nak g beli buah... nk buat sireh junjung... seb baek lh ateh aku nie sabor..kalo tak, tak taulh ape jadik kat abg ..haha.. dah berkejar sane sini kol 12 tgh hari baru bergerak g umah pengantin pompuan tue lagi...adehs..letih smalam tak ilang lagi sebnarnye tapi terpaksa kuatkan smangat..gambate! sampai betul2 kol 2..kire oklhtue sbb pihak pompuan mmg plan nk bersanding kol 2 ptg pon...kompang sume dh sedia..kiteorg turun keta terus berarak...ches..jauh plak tue kene berarak...sabor jelah...setalh sume selesai *malas mo cite pnjg...huhu ** terus balik umah... malam plak ade kenduri akikah u ntuk nurin maisarah, anak abuah aku yg latest..cian rambut dia kene potong...heheh..then kiteorg kene packing buah tangan untuk bagi pihak perempuan esoknye...again, kol 2 pagi baru tdo..huwaaaarghhhhh

:: ahad 29 APRIL 2007 ::
majlis di umah aku plak..alhamdulillah...everything went well as plan..tetamu yg dtg pon ramai **tapi org yg diharapkan dtg, tak dpt dtg..huhuu.....kuciwa... ** ... kawan2 mase kekanak2 pon dtg...mmg bleh dikatekn meriah suasanalh...penat tp best..malamnye,acara bukak hadiah ngan karaoke...aku belikn rice cooker..yg laen2 adelh lgi brang2 elektrik yg abg aku dpt..karaoke kekonon nk buat competition tp bile masing2 dh tak larat, tdow lg besh...hehe..so tinggal lh aku sorang yg tak kawen lg..huhuhu...akan kawen ke aku nie?hurm......

:: aa..tolong tolong..pengganas...!!::

di pagi yg hening.sedang khusyuk ala2 ngantuk masa meeting.terdgr lh satu pengumuman "perhatian kepada semua..bla bla bla bla ".. tapi sebab dok dlm tue maka taklh dgr sgt announcement tue, kiteorg nie wat slamba je lh.. tetiba dgr bunyik helikopter then bunyi benda meletop yg kuat giller.huh? perang ke? tak sampai 5 menet dgr org bunyik tembak2..yg dalam bilik nie dh kelam kabut suruh kuar...kat depan pintu dah ada lima enam org komando jaga.kepung kiteorg.diaorg pakai topeng yg nampak 2 bijik mata tue jek.bila aku jeling-jeling sket, aku prasan yg skin colour diaorg dh sama colour ngan baju yg diaorg pakai.hushh..takot.punyelh bising sbb diaorg dok tembak2 kat dinding pakai peluru getah... saspen dh nie..cam nak nanges pon ade..pehtue nampak diaorg seret ade sorg mamat nie kuar dari bilik sape tah.. pastue sume2 blah... rupa-rupanye.. askar2 nie buat demo kalo2 terrorist ada kt dlm building nie.hampeh.gi lh tau awal2.buat terkejut jerk.naseb tak kene heart attack.huhu.

:: i heart dis job ::

wohoooo.. dealing with a user and developer makes me feel 'oh yes.. i like dis job' hehe.. but for the last week, i have to admit that it was a very hectic weekdays..theres a lot of new thing for me to learn. but it was fun. i have no regret at all. **smangat smangat.haha**

saturday
went shopping with famil.sadly abang ngan angah was not here.huhu.bought the candy for abg's weeding and all other needed.tired but fun.

sunday
went shopping again.hehe.dis time abg joined us. went to MP for the PC Fair. dint buy anything. ooo..hari ni kene pangkah kat pizza hut.apolah.org tak gaji lg nie plak yg kene blanje.huhu. then shoot to jaya jusco. wanted to buy a new suit but tak sale plak dat time.next time lh.ateh and along bought shoes. takpe2.tunggulh org dh gaji nnti.heheh.



will update l8er.bye for now.....

alhamdulillah..
ive start working now..
will update later...
new me..
new story..
hehe

:: uPdet ::

wohoo...bersawang dh blog aku nieh.as i said before kalo rajin,aku updet lh..kalo malas jgn harap...well.. last month was fulled with s.a.d.n.e.s.s happiness.ive got so many interviews..ade tue sampai 3 hari berturut2. 1st, kat melaka pastue terus gerak2 khas g bangi.menompang kaseh kat umah gemox2 sbb ade interbiu kat cyberjaya.da next day g plak intebiu kt vsource ngan aini. yg kt kl nie dpt tp ma plak tak bgi.huhu. oo.. my besdei was on 28th February. so please jotdown yer *smbil jeling kat org tue*.tak dpt besdei pezen pon.huhu.sedey2.but i received a phone called from a 'far-far' away person.hehe.but anyway, thank you for all da wishes.yesterday ive had another interview at kausar corporation. company tue sgt best....huhu.interview session dia plak dah rase cam rancangan the apprentice.memule kene jwp case study yg sumenye totally on business.then ade short interview. if i make it to da 2nd round, i need to make a presentation. currently, dis company ade job kat peru and morocco.. so dieorg kate lh.. i repeat, dieorg kate if terpilih, dierog nk anta p sane...hheheh.. i think dat all for now.. nice day ahead ppl..daaa

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hating you
Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
It's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

i am...
huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt. huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.huRt.

embun di pagi buta

menebarkan bau basah

detik demi detik ku hitung

inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia

berikanlah aku hidup

takkan ku sakiti dia

hukum aku bila terjadi
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai

aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta

aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta

tirakatku hanya untuk engkau

tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta

sampai ku menutup matacintaku sampai ku menutup mata

everdearest, Happy Birthday....

B.O.S.A.N dah?

erk...T_T

:: kusam hari-hari ::

em..lamenye tak updet blog..biaselh..malas.huhu.time rajin, hari2 kalo bleh nk updet..time malas, sbulan skali pon blom tentu...well hr nie dh 07.Feb.07...owh..my brother is getting marrried on 29.April nie.. so to my frens who reading dis **ade ke?** all of u are most welcome utk memeriahkn suasana..da more, da merrier..nak antar kad kt korang, kad pon tak nmpak2 lg rupe dia camne...huhu..cam tak caye plak abg aku nk kawen..walopon so many 'things' happened, but we all believe, mesti ade hikmah disebaliknye...went to PTD exam last saturday...just have faith on it.hehe.my 1st exam kantoi sbb tak prepare ape pon..ala yg nie pon tak prepare ape gak.last minute bru terhegeh2 nk bace buku.so, im using da 'KMKK' technique...*Kemahiran Menembak Secara Kreatif dan Kritis*..hehe.my adek lh yg ajar nie mse kt skolah dulu..mmm..preparation for da wedding dah pon dimulakan...mum dah sebok jahit langsir..pergi beli kain kat tangkak jek dah bape kali smpai cina kat kedai tue dah leh kenal..huhu..belive me,slagi tak berlangsung majlis tue, slagi tuelh ade jerk bende yg tak cukup..last time pegi, beli baju utk hari langsung... theme colour 'chocolate gold'..whose idea?me!!... muahehehe.. saje tak nak kaler2 meriah..*evil laugh*..theme colour utk majlis kt umah plak orange...chehh.. dats my choice lh utk my majlis yg tah bille nnti..ahaqks..btw, actually bleh jerk kalo nk langsung skali ngan my bro.muaheheh..everybody dh bagi greenlight..cheh..apolh..keje pon tak lgik tau.huhu...sabar lh dulu..since im da youngest kn, takkanlh nk labgsung skali ngan abg..tak glamer you...hehe *alasan*...will updet L8er..bubye..

"sOmeTimEs TheRe aRe mOmEntS in LiFe
wHeN yOu miSs sOmeOnE sO mUcH
tHaT yOu jUsT wAnT tO PiCk tHeM FrOm yOuR DrEaMs
AnD hUgS tHeM fOr rEaL"

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Serupa dengan mu
Tak sanggup ku berpisah
Dan perhati patah, hidup gelisah

Alangkah pedih rasa hati
Selama kau pergi
Tinggalkan sendirian
Tiada berteman dalam kesepian

Dunia terang menjadi gelita
Cahaya indah tiada bergema
Keluhan hatiku membawa derita
Kini kau jua tak kunjung jelma

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Mungkinkah di syurga
Untuk kawan berduka
Menangis bersama, selama-lamanya

dimanakan ku carik ganti? T_T

hePPy burstday ANGAH!

may d happiness be with u always & forever

hugs & kisses,

ooxx aNoi xxoo

:: entry yg pnjg giller ::

jumaat

yey.ma ngan abah balik mlm nie.so hr nie kat umah agak bz lh jugak preparing for esok punye kenduri.the flight will be arrived at 8.30 pm.but abah called said that the flight did not arrive yet so maybe delay around 2-3 hours.huhu.lmbtnyeh...so we must wait for da latest arrival time.and finally ateh called said that kol 3.30 pg bru flight sampai.adehs.setelah bersuka ria minum petang,kami (ngan my bro) bergerak2 khas ke klia sbb nk jemput angah yg balik dr china.angah dah smpai kol 7.30 but dat time kiteorg seremban pon tak sampai lgik.hikhik.kat klianye highway brulh terhegeh2 nk pecut.naseb angah tak bising.sorry ngah.dh amik angah,terus shoot g umah ateh.smapi umah,makan2 pehtu berebut souvenier dr china ngan ateh.ahahahah.mekaceh ngah.nnti beli lagik ek ek.hehe.pastu kiteorg tdo dulu sbb kol2 pg nk kene bgun amik ibubape...yey!! oopp..suppose tomorrow ade interview.but since bibik had burnt my pant *sobsobsob* so i dont have any suit to wear tomorrow.huhu.yes, i didnt bring any extra pant plus i also didnt bring any of my baju kurung.pitty me.

sabTu

jam loceng kol 2 pg tp kol 2.30 bru terkulat2 nk carik tudung lh apelh.on da way nk g klia, abah dh called kate yg diaorg dh smpai and tunngu nk collect luggage jek.ek??jgn kuar lgi bah!!...heheh...smpai jek kt sane,mmg dh crowded.kiteorg turun dulu sementara abg & angah carik parking. masuk kat lobi, nyelit2 kt org ramai tue..x sampai 5 minit.. eh.. terus nmpak ma ngan abah.. jerit2 pnggil.seb baek org len tak heran.hhehe.excited beb.rindu giller.terus lari2 kt dierog.hugs hugs hugs.then balik umah ateh..smbung tdow....kol 11 pg kiteorg bersiap plak nk balik melaka.hurm..sure gh bz kt umah sbb nk wat knduri doa selamat skali.smapi kol 1.30..umah mmg meriah suasana ngan sedare mare, spupu spapat,makcik pakcik.sume nk smbut ma ngan abah...petang tue bile dh aman tenteram, brulh aktiviti kombah beg dimulakan.hehe.for da kids,abah belikan toys..for menantu2 dia,cincing ape tah..for anak2 dia dpt jubah sorang sepasang.thanks ma & abh...mlmnye,sesi gusip2 bersame adek bradek.hehe.

ahad

ala...angah ngan ateh dh kene balik hr ni.sgt tak best.bru jerk jumpe.seb baek along tak leh balik lg sbb jmbatan nk ke mersing runtuh.yesyesyes.means, sminggu lh lg along kt umah nie.leh maen ngan maisarah lgik. leh bu li main gak ngan kekanak empat org nieh.so rasernye one whole week nie, my house will be full of laughter..anyone want to join?hehe

: balik kg oooooOOoOO hati girang ::

yey.im in my room rite now.penat tp best sbb dpt balik umah.lame giller dh raser tinggalkan umah walopon sbnarnye baru 2 minggu tp still bleh consider lame lh kn kn.wakeup early in the morning.help ateh to prepare lunch for my broinlaw.he was admitted yesterday.doctor suspect batu karang kat buah pinggang.walopon dihospital itu boley order ape saje yg nk dmakan,but he still wanted a home made nye food.so since yesterday, kami jadik food delivery.hehe.after lunch, we went to shop ayong nye barang skolah lagi.i bought a new headphone too.ngehngehngeh.lepas abes xtiviti membuang duet,terus naek bus balik cni.dalm bus tue sgtlh sejuk ya ampun.maybe sbb ujan kot. oh.. i met dis nice chinese guy. a singaporean police. hesat beside.peramah giller.lame gak lh borak ...smpai tertdo tdo.hehe.hurm..pakcik driver bus sgtlh berhemah tinggi dan berhati2 semasa membawa busnya.supposed kol 5.30 dh leh smpai. nie kol 6.15 bru jumpa tol.adehs..pastu kene lak tunggu lg satu bus loncat2 utk smpai umah.smapi umah dekal pukul 7 lebey.seb baek cuaca gerimis mengundang jek, so bley aa jln kaki sementara tunggu my kazen dtg amik.mlm nie akan tdo sensorg..esok along baru balik...tulat pulak ibubapa dh balik...yey!! **lompat bintang 10 kali.hehe**.bYe for now.

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:: weekend yg penat sikit ::

adehs.hr nie jln lagik.anor plak nk carik sandal.nearest place, jusco maluri.pusing2 carik sandal.seb baek jumpe gak yg berkenan kat hati dia.smalam dh carik kt 1 utama tp takde size.hehe.sian dia.mkn2 kat resipi rahsia pastue terus balik.saye telah membeli seekor kucing yg berwarna biru untuk digantung di henpon saye dan juge sekeping kad besdei.esok... 8hb.....mm...ade apa dengan 8hb??

:: weekend yg penat ::

aa..so tired..just came back from jalan2 carik mainan.hehe.ayong wanted to buy an educational labtop, so we went to toy'r'us@one utama. but sadly, the labtop was not suitable for her.a remote control car?sorry too...hehe.pitty ayong.as for replacement, ayong bought her shool's needed eventhough skolah dh lame bukak...senyum sampai ke tinge dis kid..i didnt buy anything.ateh also didnt buy anything.my bro-in-law?yes..he spent almost 300 bucks just for two tshirts & two slacks...huhuhuhuhu...taulh bru dpt gaji..but thankU sbb blnje kami mkn ayam yg sgt banyak....heheh..*chicken dance*.dats all for now.nite2.