Wordless Wednesday

Wordless Wednesday

You'll Be Missed

It was a normal morning until husband sent a message:

Assalamualaikum rakan semua. Rakan kita syuhada meninggal dunia 930 pagi tadi. Sama-sama kita mendoakan rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Semoga dia ditempatkan bersama2 orang yang beriman.

I was stunned.
Can this be true?
The chemotherapy didn't work?

I was told by Kak Hana that Kak Ada's condition got worse after the 1st chemo session.
I am not a medical expert but I know chemo will kill the good and the bad cells.
Plus, there's a blood infection. Hence the immune deficiency that can be life threatening.

Sigh.

I met Kak Ada during the husband's office family day back in February 2017.
She was such a sweet and cheerful person.

I met her again in July 2017.
She was pregnant at that time.

Sadly, she was diagnosed with liver cancer at 7 months of pregnancy.

And the battle began.

Kak Ada need to deliver her baby earlier than the due date.
Alhamdulillah, her baby was a healthy baby girl.
Unfortunately, Kak Ada need to stay at the hospital for a while for her cancer treatment.
My husband and I got a chance to visit Kak Ada at the hospital last January.
Even she look so skinny, but her sweet smile still remains the same.

"Kak Ada cepat sembuh ye. Kak Ada kuat!"
I hold back my tears.

Since that, I only got an updated of Kak Ada's condition from Kak Hana. Thanks kak.

Yesterday, the battle ended.

I believe now you are in a better place, Kak Ada.

You are a fighter.

May ALLAH grant you the highest ranks of Jannah.

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Why am I writing about her?

I don't have a specific reason.
She is the person that left a good things to be remember.

What do you want people to remember about you once you're gone?

A kind hearted person?
A person who always do good deeds?
A beautiful person with brain?
A charming & full of charismatic?
A lovely?
A bimbo?
A selfish?
or
An ungrateful person?

The choice is yours.

Forgotten Baby Syndrome

**Tajuk dalam English tapi aku nak tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu.

Gempar Malaysia dengan berita kematian anak kecil yang ditinggalkan di dalam kereta.
Ini bukan kes kali pertama.
Dah beberapa kes yang sama berlaku sebelum ini.

Sigh.

Macam-macam andaian bermain di fikiran.

Mungkin rutin si emak berbeza dengan rutin-rutin hariannya sebelum ini?

Mungkin terlalu banyak perkara yang berada dalam fikiran si emak sehingga terlupa pada si kecil yang sedang nyenyak tidur?

Mungkin emak rasa si anak dah dihantar ke taska/pengasuh?

Ah.
1001 kemungkinan boleh berlaku.

Tipulah kalau tak sedih.

Membayangakan si kecil struggle, menangis, meraung pon hati rasa sebak.

Tapi berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.

Janganlah dikecam emak itu kerana keterlupaannya.

Mana ada emak yang sengaja berbuat demikian.

Anak yang dikandung 9 bulan, bertarung nyawa untuk melahirkan, dijaga, ditatang penuh kasih sayang - pergi sekelip mata.

Tak ada emak yang mahu diuji sebegini rupa.

Trauma yang dihadapi si emak, entah berapa lama yang bakal dihadapinya.

Janganlah menunding jari ke atas kealpaan si emak ini.

TERLUPA ini boleh terjadi kepada sesiapa sahaja.

Hari ini dia uji, ujian untuk kita belum tentu lagi.

Moga si emak diberi kekuatan dalam meniti hari-hari yang mendatang.

Bertabahlah.

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There You Go

Please don't come around talking bout that you love me

Cause that love s*** just ain't for me

And I don't wanna hear that you adore me

And I know that all you're doing is running your mind games

Don't you know my game beats these games

So your best bet is to be straight with me

So you say you wanna talk, let's talk

If you won't talk, I'll walk, yeah it's like that

Got a new man, he's waiting out back

Now what, what you think about that

Now when I say I'm through, I'm through

Basically, I'm through with you

What ya wanna say, had to have it your way, had to play games

Now you're begging me to stay

There you go, looking pitiful

Just because I let you go

There you go, talking bout you want me back

But sometimes it be's like that, so

There you go, talking bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go

There you go cause your lies got old, look at you

There you go

Please don't come around talking bout how you changed

How you said good-bye to what's-her-name

All it sounds like to me is new game

And I was right when I thought I'd be much better off without you

Had to get myself from round you, cause my life was all about you

So you say you wanna talk, I don't

Say you wanna change, I won't

Yeah, it's like that

Had your chance, won't take ya back

Now what, what ya think about that

And when I say I'm through, I'm through

Basically I'm through wit you

What ya wanna say

Had to have it your way, had to play games, now you're begging me to stay

There you go, looking pitiful

Just because I let you go

There you go, talking bout you want me back

But sometimes it be's like that, so

There you go, talking bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go

There you go cause your lies got old, look at you

There you go

Oh, don't you wish you could turn the hands of time

Don't you wish you still were mine

Don't you wish I'd take you back

Don't you wish that things were simple like that, oh

Didn't miss a good thing till it was gone

But I knew it wouldn't be long, till you came running back

Missing my love, there you go

-Pink

Current favourite song during jogging

There you go, looking pitiful

Just because I let you go

There you go, talking bout you want me back

But sometimes it be's like that, so

There you go, talking bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go

There you go cause your lies got old, look at you

There you go

Running Mojo

Dah lamaaa tak jogging.
Asal hujung minggu je, banyak aktiviti lain.
Asal ada aktiviti, sure buat masa hujung minggu
Last-last semangat ke laut. (Alasaaaaaaaan!)

Maka, bagi mengembalikan semangat untuk bersenam di hujung minggu, kenalah cari lagu-lagu baru.

Preferences masih lagi lagu di zaman 1997 - 2006.
Lagu zaman skang ada juga yang best tapi lagi best lagu zaman dulu.hehe

Oh.
Zaman duduk asrama.
Siap ada buku lirik lagi.
Time prep, bukan buat homework, buat konsert.
Warden buat spot-checked, mencicit lari.
Kenangannnnnn.

Pink, N'Sync, Britney, BSB, Goo Goo Dolls, Destiny's Child, Linkin Park & macam-macam group lagi lah.

Kalau skang ada Ed Sheeran, dulu dah ada Edwin McCain.
Kalau bebudak zaman skang gilakan Justin Bieber, kiteorang ada JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE! haha

So dalam playlist dah ada lagu:

Pink - There You Go, Who Knew, Stupid Girl, Lady Marmalade
Avril - My Happy Ending
Shakira - Objection
Christina Peri - The One That Got Away
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
N'Sync - Girlfriend
Linkin Park - Numb, In The End
Mariah Carey - Always Be My Baby
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
Pussycat Dolls - Jaiho!

Cukuplah tu kot. Macamlah nak lari 18 pusingan.haha

Harap esok bersemangat!

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Syukur

Selalu kalau dari weekend nak ke hari Isnin, memang ada perasaan lemauuuuu sikit (ye ke sikit?haha).
Mujur ada EO JOY. All time favourite EO!

Tapi hari ni, berita baik yang diterima masa hujung minggu buat hati berkobar-kobar nak datang office.

Kemainnn sangat kan.hehe

Macam-macam drama masa tu.

Alhamdulillah, rezeki berpihak kepada kami.

Buatlah macam mana pon, kalau dah tertulis rezeki tersebut, tak ada siapa yang dapat halang.

Ingatkan berita baik tu dah cukup best, rupanya ada beberapa lagi berita baik yang lain.

Terima kasih Ya ALLAH!

After all, we are blessed in different ways.

Just be grateful for what you have and who you have.

New Look, New Spirit.

We had a work coordination meeting last Wednesday when suddenly boss said "Let's re-arrange our office furniture. Your new desk will be arrived in two weeks. So for the meantime, we'll do the spring cleaning."

Boss cakap Melayu. Aku saja je tulis dalam English.haha

Maka hari Rabu tu, kami pon bergotong-royong kemas pejabat.

Sejak dulu memang office ni konsepnya "open-space".
Tak ada cubicle or divider between the tables.
Senang nak buat discussion or brain storming.
Tak payah berhimpi-himpit duduk sebelah menyebelah.ehem.

Selain meja baru yang akan sampai nanti, rak buku pon bertambah.

Hari Khamis, the girls pergi 'mencari ilham' di Muzium Diraja & Galeri Bank Negara Malaysia while the boys pergi IKEA beli rak.

Hari Jumaat which is today, sambung lagi kerja-kerja susun atur meja-meja lain dan buku-buku reference.

Banyak betul buku boss.

Ni kejadian hari ni.

Pasang rak buku baru & pasang almari 'cute'.

Each staff dapat lagi satu almari 'cute' untuk storage tambahan.

Buat letak handbag bak kata boss.

Dah siap pasang, teruslah transfer segala fridge magnetic yang ada.

Bolehlah kumpul  lagi lepas ni. mihmihmih

Terima kasih boss.

Moga dimurahkan rezeki yang melimpah ruah.

Next, tunggu meja baru sampai then sambung deco.

Moga new look ni menyuntik semangat baru untuk kiteorang gigih bekerja.

Tak zabaarrrrrrr!

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A Year Older, A Year Wiser

Happy Birthday HubbyBaby

May all the happiness be with you

always and forever

Refreshing Our Memory?Pfft.

Bila guna HP yang lama ni, maka segala conversation 2015-2017 keluar semula.

Oh. Hp samsung pecah berderai. Tu yang aku pakai HP lama ni.

Aku tak buat pon chat history backup. So bila tukar, HP mesej lama mmg hilang.

Tengok mesej-mesej lama ni buat aku senyum sorang-sorang.

Whatsapp kelakar, gembira, hu-ha-hu-ha dengan STF9600.
Whatsapp suwit-muwit-gado-suwit-muwit-merajuk-gado-taknakkawan dengan suami.
Whatsapp gossip-shopping-gossip-shopping dengan Shop,Dine & Gossip 9600. (Awesome kan nama group kiteorang.haha)

Mata tertancap lama dekat mesej yang satu ni.

Aku tersenyum.
Senyum kasihan.

Bila kau nak selamatkan diri,
kau sanggup tak mengaku tu anak kau sendiri.
Siap cakap DEMI ALLAH lagi.
Tsk.
Berani kau kan.

Orang kata barang lepas jangan di kenang.

Well nak buat cam mana, hari ni ter-'REFRESHING "OUR" MEMORY' pulak.
Kah!

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Minggu Makan-makan

Minggu baru ni asek kerja makannnnn jelah.
Memang ke laut diet aku.haha

Hari Sabtu, anak buah tunang.
Anak sepupu. Consider anak buah jelah.
After all memang dah macam adik beradik pon.

Kalau setakat kenduri tunang, memang masak sendiri je dekat rumah.
Kenduri kawen sok baru catering.

So menu utama hari Sabtu tu adalah:
Udang + nenas masak lemak
Ayam goreng berempah
Pisang muda masak lemak
Kerabu perut LIMITED EDITION
Fruit coktail by yours truly.ahem
Kuih muih yang beraneka jenis
Tapai
Buah-buahan

Alhamdulillah, the majlis went well.
Tetamu pon ramai.
Bak kata bibik  - Ni macam acara kenduri kawen dah Puan. Kalau tunang tetamunya tak ramai gini.

Tetamu bawa rahmat bikkkk.
Mudah-mudahan keluarga kita bertambah rezekinya.

Aaaamin!

Pukul 5ptg, aku balik rumah sat.
Tak jauh pon rumah.
Jalan kaki sat je dah sampai.
Recharge bateri.

Pukul 7, datang balik sebab malam tu nak buat bako-bako & steamboat.

Ada 5 station untuk steamboat.

So aku buatkan kuah tomyam, sup & masakkan siakap steam.
Tetiba kena jadik chef.
Aku belasah je.
Mujur tak ada siapa yang keracunan makanan.kahkahkah

Puas hati sumeorang makan.
Tak yah pergi Seoul Garden dah.
Konon je cakap tak yah.
Nanti sure g jugakkk.haha

Bahagian bako-bako ada ayam, dagin & kambing.

Steamboat ada macam-macam jenis bebola.
Bebola api je yang takde.hehe

By 11pm semua dah kekenyangan.
Nak potong kek pon tak larat dah.
Ditunda untuk hari Ahad.

Hari Ahad tu,
Husband dah ajak g jogging.
Aku tak larat aihhhh.
Penat pon ye, ngantok pon ye.

Ni baru kenduri tunang.
Nanti kenduri kawen bulan 11, kompem meriah kuasa dua.

Tak zabaarrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

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Beauty with Brain

Aku baru habis tengok cerita Woman of Dignity.

Dua karakter wanita yang mempunyai kisah yang berbeza.

Sorang cantik, bijaksana. Sorang lagi tak berapa nak cantik, hati jahat.

Ni aku cerita pasal AhJin. Sebab yang lagi sorang tak berapa nak cantik, hati jahat tu watak dia mata duitan.huh

AhJin - si cantik manis yang bijaksana.

Hidup dalam elite class tapi down to earth.

Ada family yang bahagia dengan seorang anak perempuan.

Kawan-kawan yang best.

AhJin percaya 100% dekat suami dia.

Tapiiiiii dalam dia sebok uruskan rumah & hal keluarga, SUAMI YANG TAK SEDAR DIRI MAIN KAYU TIGA.

AhJin kecewa? Of Course. Gila kalau tak kecewa.

AhJin merempan? Tak. Tapi kawan-kawan dan family dia yang tolong 'belasahkan' pompuan tak tahu malu tu bagi pihak AhJin.

Si suami minta maaf. Tapi AhJin kata sorry, dia akan tuntut cerai.

Pompuan tak tahu malu tu boleh amik suami dia.

Ala-ala barang terpakai gitu.haha

AhJin berjaya bercerai. Then dia bukak bisnes handbag and terus hidup bahagia.

This is an example of BEAUTY with BRAIN.

What happened dengan pompuan yang berskandal dengan suami dia tu?

Dah lah tak cantik macam Ahjin, takde otak, busuk hati pulak tu.

Dia ingat dia happy lah bila AhJin dah bercerai tapi tak lama lepas tu company 'pakwe' dia kena jual.

Then satu Gangnam tu tahu dia jadi mistress.

Kah!

Lastly, career dia sebagai pelukis umpama telur dihujung tanduk.

KARMA.

Pengajarannya:

Beauty + Brain = Perfect package
Average look + Brain = Good package

Beauty + No brain = Bimbo package
Average look + No brain = Pitty package

No look + No brain = Tak tau dah nak letak level apa.haha

Korang tengoklah nanti cerita Woman of Dignity tu ye.

Muka tak cantik tak apa, janji pandai jaga maruah.

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal!

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